Fighters Make Better Lovers

its almost spring.
i'm getting that itch. again.
time to move along soon...but not just yet.

good news all around.
my mom and sister are comming to visit again in a week.
chell & i are having a long overdue phone date tonight,
getting over my latest cold.
beautiful weather
going hiking with mark tomorrow.

next year decision comming up
london?
brisbane?
east coast?
west coast?

home base? not likely.

my grandmother met mark for the first time tonight. hilarious of course.

helena mark and i made tacos for dinner for my family.
7 of my most favorite people all in one place.

5 more days and then back to banff

all smiles :)

love what you have.
what you will lose.
what you are going to gain.


move along.

Alright boys and girls time to mark your calenders!
i'm comming home for a visit
JANUARY 9TH TILL THE 23RD i'm heading back to the 613!

so. first thing. me and helena will be having joint birthday parties so get your dancing shoes on!
otherwise you should keep those shoes on cause we will be doing a lot of partying and dancing and all that good stuff.!!

for others who care mark is also comming home around that time but not for as long....

im too lazy to update otherwise on life.
so briefley
i work at a christmas store.
i am constantly drunk
im drowning in snow
mark still doesnt have a job
i am alive :)


i love you all and will see you in january!!!!!!!!!



...except you michelle :( heartbreak XD

wewt!
so i made it to banff in one piece.:)
arrived at 8 o'clock local time sunday night.
met mark. one of the best moments ever.

banff is definatly the most beautiful place ever.
tiny too. i can walk across town in about 15 minutes
theres is barley any fast food.
but there is a louis vitton store. which for now i am too frightened to walk into.
a gazillion ice cream/ candy/ fudge places.
one mcdonalds.second cup.starbucks.subway.
pretty much everything else is local.
they sell belmonts :)



i miss everyone back home.
send me love. im lonely.
<33 xoxoxo

short and sweet.

there is some serious love going out before i leave this morning!
michelle.helena.liz and everyone else who've wished me all the best on my crazy adventure.

keep in touch.
send me txt message love today(and everyday) during my 14 hour trip.


les filles. je t'aime tellement.
i'll miss you sOoo much its redick.


see everyone at christmas!
lovelovelovelovelovelovelove.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo



ps. happy 20th birthday mark. iloveyou<3

this time tomorrow i will almost be in toronto to make my connecting flight to calgary when i wil take3 my bus to banff.
it will be marks 20th birthday.
i will be shitting myself.


thanks to everyone who came out thursday.
drink.drank.drunk.
best way to see a lot of my friends before i leave.

today ive got so much to do.

tomorrow i leave for the airport at 630.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

so i have yet another change of plans.

instead of two weeks.
i leave sunday at 8 am.
wish me luck.

my plane ticket is booked.
and i feel kinda nautious.
anxious. nervous. excited.

this is going to be a huge change.

4 short days.
ack!

so i got to work today and my boss gives me my congradulatory 1 year pin.
then i give him.... my two weeks notice. hah

afterwards i proceed to have the most horrible night ever.
and ended up leaving work 45 minutes late.

2moreweeks.
2moreweeks.
2moreweeks.

then i can fuck off half way across the country.
...and die there. hah.

god. i cannot wait to get out of shitty ottawa.
even if its just to die somewhere else.

i am such a bucket of sunshine tonight.

lunch dates with allie tomorrow will make things better :)

So i'm pretty much insane.
in 17 days i'm leaving for Banff.
to reunite with my lover.
work and have a big party time.
i dont know how long i'm going for.
i dont have a job, or anywhere to live.
gonna try to change that between now and then.

my ipod broke yesterday
i need to get a new one and get all my music back before i leave. :s!!

Tomorrow i get to tell my boss that i'm leaving.
he's going to stab me. oh well.

so for the next two.5 weeks i need to work a lot
and have LOTS of hangouts with cool ppl
that i wont see for like a year :(



oh.god.
what.am.i.doing?


EDIT. oh yea. i also dyed my hair dark brown :)

so i was going to visit mark in calgary in august.
but now he is going to banff.
and 'apparently' has jobs lined up for both of us.
details pending.
i dont want to get my hopes up to high
incase it falls through.
but if it doesnt.
amazing!

in loblaws related news.
i quit the cash office + brenda today.
then got sucked into going to a mtfing staff meeting on my day off.
*groan*

i need change so so so much.
common life. pull yourself together.


talk.talk.talk.

Hurray! Canada day was a success for once!!
made a vodka watermelon, first taste test was very unsuccesful,
found out the key to it tasting good is to be drunk already.
hung out with michelle, helena and allie.
then me n michelle went to dylans bbq, eventhough chell didnt stay long.
i stayed with the boys. drank a liter of wine and a few beers got pretty trashed.
we cramed too many people into ben h's car and drove to anne's.
drank more and hung out. saw a lot of people i dont see very often.
most of the people walked downtown for the fireworks.
dylan and i copped out and staggered to echo drive and lay down on the sidewalk.
it started to rain so we went to my place and talked to my parents,
even though we were rediculously drunk.
passed out listening to john mayer and woke up a few hours later to johnny cash.

good times. im in such a good mood today :)

tomorrow.
- my sister leaves for overnight camp for a month.
- i work 7-330 gross.



*****mark comes home in 59 days *****

so mark left for alberta today.
longest/ worst goodbye ever.
in 62 days he'll be home.

good thing i have great friends to help me pass the time.

dylan and sean are back in town for most of july
matt is back for 5 months.

beaches.
late nights.
good music.
intoxicants.
summer here i come.

night before last mark and i went up and spent the night at my cottage, eventhough all the windows are still borded up and theres lots of junk everywhere.
we spent almost all our time down by the dock having BBQ or sitting by the bonfire till 430 in the morning getting drunk and cooking hotdogs.
it was so much fun, the weather turned out really good, the bugs werent that bad and we were pretty much the only people on the lake.
we woke up late friday, hung out and had more BBQ and left in time to drop me off at work. he came back last night late, but we both ended up just falling alseep.

Today i'm going out for dinner with him and his parents. prolly meeting people after.
then

TOMORROW me mark michelle helena liz and perhaps others are day tripping down to la ronde. :)

TUESDAY! matt is back, dylan and sean are following suit shortly!!!!!! im so excited.

Mark leaves THURSDAY for 63 days.ugh.
he is back august 31st.
he also cancelled his three day trip back home at the end of July.
too expensive. and other stuff.
lame :(

holy shit what a crazy past couple of days!


yesterday mark informed me that he is leaving for the summer in 9 days.
i am depressed.

today he surprises me with a motherfucking white gold, topaz (my birthstone) and diamond ring?!
WHAT THE FUCK.
in front of four of the greatest people ever.jeeze
it is way too fancy for me to be wearing.
be fucking jealous.

so now we have 9 days to do everything we wanted to do in the summer.
including a fantastic trip with our friends to montreal/ la ronde
this is happening sunday. i am beyond stoked!

all i want to do is sleep.
this is the only time in weeks i havent been able too.

three days off.
girls come home in two.
mark was back tonight.
ive been sick for the last 4 hours.
but only after work of course.

i hate loblaws so much.
i dont know if its funny anymore.
death.
phone meeting with my two bosses is pending.
i hope that brenda gets shot in the face.
bitch.


it's one am.
i feel like i'm waiting for something.
what could i possibly be waiting for at one am?


water.
i'm thirsty.xxo

what a sweet weekend.
jen. ilu.

my head feels funny.
in a good way.
and i have trouble focusing my eyes.

back to the regular tomorrow.
back to work.
mark is back from the states.


best message from the best girls last night.
freaks & geeks is honestly the greatest show ever.
and sometimes being a stoner is really underrated.

:)

10 straight days of work sucks
37 hours in 6 days sucks even more.
i complain about work too much.

had the best day off ever yesterday.(summed up)

wokeup. metjen. blazed. subway. blazed. chilled.
metallie. chilled. watchedcrissangel. blazed.
metmark. dinner&moviedate. earlymorningdoingnothing.

mark and i went to montanas for dinner. so good. we had the most
amazing cake ever. but it was so big i could barely finish it.
Then we went to see Banlieu-13 a french action movie lolol. it was
entertaining to say the least.

Back to work today.
3 days off this week.
mark leaves friday for the states for the weekend.
which leaves me and jen to get shitfaced all weekend.
GIRLS COME HOME IN 9 MOTHERFUCKING DAYS!!!!!!!!!!
i cant wait. seriously. im dying.


lovelovelove.xoxo

Here's to
finishing day three of ten straight days of work.
ten hour shift tomorrow [230-1230 :(]
early nights.
early mornings.
jen comming home this weekend
17 days until my other lovers get home

and feeling pretty good considering it all.

:)

UGH. I need to hang out with some female counterparts.
I know i'm a guys girl, and I have very few girlfriends.
But seriously. I am sick of boys, even my amazing boyfriend.
I wish all four of you girls would come home. Now.